I got a tarot-fortune-telling yesterday
And everything turned out to be… not good
I shouldn’t have asked that question.
The question about you
The question that I have already known the answer from the start
But I have pretened for all this time
That everything was just temporary
And that everything would be alright
Beacause only lying to myself can keep me trying
Trying to get closer to you.
If the distance between us are 1000 steps, you just need to take 1 step only, I will cover the rest 999 steps toward you.
But miserably, there even has no path for us.
As I said
I have known the answer already
But I dont think when someone else said that to me
My heart can feel so bad